I worked on organizing the garage today. I came across a black and yellow bin. I use these to signify Q's stuff. Like a typical mother I have loads of these bins. Admittedly I have many bins of Q's time in the military. Dress uniform, fatigues for time in the US and time overseas, boots. I also found these. I was surprised and felt a love for him that was overwhelming. I do believe I am healing though. Instead of a wave of losing him I started to feel gratitude for the 27 years I had him in my life.