My love for you

I remember, Q. The day I had you. You were such a gift. The one that I cherished, the one I adored.

Many times it was just us. We sometimes fought, we frequently Laughed. I miss that.

Losing you has brought me to my knees. People say that as time goes on the grief will be less.

I am not sure this is true. My heart literally hurts. I don’t tell people this because they often don’t know what to say. Some say nothing.

So here I am alone. I had so many plans for us. Grandchildren. A happy life. I have some anger and some sadness that surrounds So I’m living as a ghost. Sometimes I’m not sure if I’m really here. I want you to know my love for you will never end.